hah. i practically slept my whole day. i got of of bed with my eyes closed, slept like a log in the car, drooped my head when walking to classroom and went sleeping during morning jogs. dunno what happened. must be ytd tt nightmare. hai wo mei you sui hao.
bleah.
bleah.
bleah.
seriously what am i doing?
dunno.
dunno.
dunno.
i am mad.
i must be.
if not,
y am i typing like this?
and... sigh. i feel rotten man.
she seemed to change... or issit tt i've changed? i don't know... all i know is tt we can't communicate tt well anymore, it's just... hurting. i dunno... i dun think we can ever get back to the same way as we used to. sigh. perharps it would be better to keep it tt way... time heals? hopefully.